The lawyer sent me an email wanting some more information! I sent her the info and also a picture of Allison. Of course she replied ” She is beautiful!” I told her about my experiance in Honduras. How the people their were so welcomeing and friendly. That Honduras should be known as the land of beautiful peolpe. I wish everyone in the United States could visit Honduras so they would know how to treat people. And if I got the privaledge to adopt Allison that I would like to change her middle name to Bonita. That means beautiful in spanish and that way she would always be reminded of the beautiful people from which she came. I aked one of the translators if she had seen Allison lately and how was she doing. She said yes she had just came from the home and that she was doing fine. She wanted to know if I was aware that Allison had not spoken since she had been at the home, she believes she is still in shock. I was not aware of that. I did remember that she did not say anything while we were there. I told her my youngest daughter did not speak hardly at all when she was little . The doctors thought she might be deaf. But I knew she wasn`t because she would talk to me. She was just very shy. She communicated mostly with body language.
I had a dream Thursday night / Friday morning. It was of Allison, she was reaching for me with her right arm. When I woke I wasn`t sure were I was at . The dream seemed so real. I became overwelmed with emotion and began to tear up. This is such a difficult place to be in. I think of her and it brings joy to my heart, and then comes the sadness of not being with her. Mz A is suppose to send me a picture of her, can`t wait. We voted on a revised offer on our contract today and it passed! Thank you Jeus! I really wasn`t loking forward to singing Waylon Jennings….Got the only Daddy that wlll walk the line ! I wonder if this is how God hurts when he is drawing someone to him but they just don`t come. All he wants to do is love them. I am not implying that Allison refuses to come, she is just not able right now.I wish I knew how to make it happen. All I know to do is to just pray and ask my friends to pray that God would intervene and do what I can`t. Father I am desperate and incapable I need your devine help with adopting Allison, please in the name of Jesus allow this to happen. Good nite Allison, love you.
