I have not heard anything more from the lawyer so I forwarded everything to Ryan from the christian adoption agency. He said without the lawyers help he could do nothing. Mz A has given me someone else to try and I emailed her today. All I want to do is love this little girl. I am not wealthy or well educated but I am rich in love, and I want to give her a home were she that knows she is loved. I think I am going to start involving my Pastor in this ordeal, I could use the help. He seems to be a man full of compassion. Pharoh didn`t let the children of Isreal go on the first try either. I know this is going to be a battle. I also know God is the ultimate warrior! I talked to my Mom yesterday, and she son do you want me to tell you what I think? I said yes Momma I do. She said I think your crazy. I said I would think that too if it weren`t for God wanting me to do this. She asked are you sure it`s God wanting you to do this. I said yes Momma I am positive. She said well all right then. I can`t say I have ever felt a yearning like this except for when I knew I wanted Malinda as my wife. Father I ask for your help and guidience and don`t allow me to do anything to mess this up. Allison we love you.
